Trans Killer Audrey Hale Diary Details Her 'Imaginary Penis' Fantasy, Would 'Kill' For Puberty Blockers

June 7th, 2024 3:57 PM

A new letter obtained from transgender killer Audrey Hale revealed that prior to killing three adults and three nine-year-olds at the Covenant Christian School in Nashville, Tennessee, she wrote about her “imaginary penis” and how she would “kill” to get puberty blockers.

Back in March of 2023, Audrey Hale shot and killed three individuals before being shot down by law enforcement. Now, just over a year later, four dozen pages of Hale’s writings have been obtained. Those writings include notes of her delusional sense of identity and mental confusion, which led to her attack on the school. 

The Tennessee Star obtained the papers and exposed some of the writings after police recovered them.

“My penis exists in my head. I swear to god I'm a male,” the diary/journal read.

Other parts of her diary were about Hale’s sexual fantasies, including being her “stuffed boy doll” named Tony.

“I can pretend to be them [and] do the things boys do [and] experience my boy self as Tony,” Hale wrote, noting that the doll “is like the boy I am in another form.”

Reports also indicate that Hale admitted to wanting a penis so she could have sex with a woman and noted that being raised as a girl was “torture” and she had a fear that her classmates in school would call her a “dyke or a f****t.”

Hale went on in the diary to explain feeling freed in college when she learned about transgenderism. She wrote, “I finally found the answer — that changing one’s gender is possible,” before she wrote about how her mother wasn’t on board with the idea. 

“I hate parental views; how my mom sees me as a daughter – and she’d not bear to want to lose that daughter because a son would be the death of Audrey,” Hale wrote.

Hale also noted that she’d “kill” to have had puberty blockers as a child so she didn’t have to go through female puberty. 

The Tennessee Star noted that the first entry was written just 16-days before Hale conducted her attack on the Covenant School.

If you really think that these people aren’t mentally ill, wake the hell up.